Thursday, July 06, 2006
MiXtUrE oF sTuFf..
agree with pinyun.. hahaz.. so many things to say that i dont know what to say now.. certain thoughts are just yi shan er guo.. oh well..
真摯的友誼不需要承諾...注定的緣分不需要約定...因為...世上的機緣...都是那樣的可遇可求...
saw this on tsai hsiu's blog.. something to ponder.. :D
ohz.. and i have been trying to understand and know myself better.. so went to read up on my horoscope.. hahaz.. ermz.. not a very good way to do it but yar.. it's quite interesting.. here are some of the lines i copied though they are very general..
Aquarians basically possess strong and attractive personalities. They fall into two principle types: one shy, sensitive, gentle and patient; the other exuberant, lively and exhibitionist, sometimes hiding the considerable depths of their character under a cloak of frivolity.
Both types are humane, frank, serious minded, genial, refined, sometimes ethereal, and idealistic, though this last quality is tempered with a sensible practicality. They are quick, active and persevering without being self-assertive, and express themselves with reason, moderation and sometimes, a dry humor.
They are nearly always intelligent, concise, clear and logical. Many are strongly imaginative and psychically intuitive
many who have scientific leanings to combine these with the Aquarian yearning for the universal recognition of the brotherhood of man, and to embark on scientific research to fulfill their philanthropic ideals of benefiting mankind
(hahaz.. sound so wei da)
Normally they have good taste in drama, music and art, and are also gifted in the arts, especially drama.
(this line's rather relevant)
They sometimes appear to condescend to others and take too little trouble to cultivate the acquaintance of people who do not particularly appeal to them.
They do not give themselves easily - perhaps their judgment of human nature is too good for that - and are sometimes accounted cold. But once they decide that someone is worthy of their friendship or love, they can exert an almost hypnotic and irresistible mental attraction on them and will themselves become tenacious friends or lovers, ready to sacrifice everything for their partners and be faithful to them for life.
(think this is proven true too)
Among the faults to which they are liable are fanatical eccentricity, wayward egotism, excessive detachment and an inclination to retreat from life and society, and a tendency to be extremely dogmatic in their opinions.
Problem: Being left all alone while others enjoy the companionship you long for.Solution: You should practice expressing your humanity by accepting people the way they are and not find too much fault in them.
Problem: You always seem to miss the boat when it comes to love.Solution: Try letting down the mental guard that you keep on your emotions that stops you from being the self you long to be.
Problem: You always seem to miss out on the better jobs or big promotions at work.Solution: Learn to use your positive side in teamwork and group effort, the lone wolf approach will get you nowhere.
Problem: You seem to become physically ill more than you should.Solution: By repressing your emotions you drive the unrest deep inside where it can cost you in terms of health. Express your feelings but do it with tact.
hmm.. i dont think i know what i want really in life.. what i want to be in future or whatsoever.. perhaps soon i will.. perhaps i never will and continue to zou yi bu kan yi bu? hahaz.. okz.. i should sound more positive and hopeful..
__I never understood x 3:22 AM
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
IrRiTaTiNg AnTs..
think i am like the greatest enemy of the ants in my house.. think i have killed nearly a hundred or even more since the holidays started.. hahaz.. my relationshiop with them is really like yi jian jiu sha.. jue bu fang guo.. hahaz.. they can be crawling like almost anywhere.. on my water bottle.. table.. books and even on my shirt.. think i just killed like 5 ants that i found crawling on me today.. eewk..
anyway.. nearly separated my index finger from my thumb just now while cutting an apple if not for the super blunt knife.. thank goodness.. ended up with only a tiny cut.. imagine feeling the knife cut down forcefully n fast.. for a moment i was so stunned then returned to my senses to check on my hand.. phew.. hahaz.. but think that gives me more excuse to ask my mum help me cut fruits.. :D
__I never understood x 1:26 AM
Monday, May 29, 2006
..
sometimes i do wonder how life is so full of surprises due to the different decisions regardless big or small at different points of our lives.. besides those bigger decisions like choosing which school or what courses to take results in the people and friends i have made and what i study.. there are also a those small decisions like taking the bus from interchange or just at the bus stop after alighting.. hahaz.. a couple of times a decided to take the bus from interchange and thus met a few primary school friends on my way there.. other times when i chose to just wait the the bus stop that i alighted allowed me to meet other friends.. if i had chosen the other option then i would not have met them otherwise.. hahaz.. think it's just so amazing.. :D
__I never understood x 11:35 PM
Friday, May 26, 2006
TiRiNg AnD fUnNy DaY..
went to town to attempt to buy s.heng's present yesterday with chunz and liyan.. hahaz.. actually is i joined them because last minute s.hui cant make it because she didnt sleep the whole of previous night.. well.. we went cine then heeren then fareast.. got bong's cd too.. hahaz..
imagining the three of us walking non stop and shopping without taking a rest from like 2pm to like about 8pm?! hahaz.. actually most of the time chunz and liyan were looking at clothes.. cause they are informed quite last minute that they have to bring formal wear to the leo club event at malaysia.. hahaz.. think they should be able to have a lot of fun.. yupz.. think after walking rounds and rounds we all yan hua liao luan already..
oh ya.. conclude that my small little purple umbrella is very useful.. managed to shelter the 3 of us from heeren to taka.. hahaz.. dont know why it always seems to rain whenever i am at heeren..
after that met up with minyu to get yihui's present.. hahaz.. she so funny.. we like going every floor trying her luck to remember which shop they last seen the belt they getting for her.. good thing that in the end she managed to find the shop.. hahaz.. after that we met up with the rest at taka.. mainly me minyu xinyu yihui boonie zhengyou yanling and liwei.. hahaz.. waited so very long for crystal jade kitchen lahz.. me legs both going to break already.. oh well..
it was quite weird a combination.. the 8 of us.. hahaz.. firstly me and boonie the only 2 j2s.. secondly zhengyou and boonie are the only 2 guys.. thirdly they are the only to non-dunmanians.. fourthly zhengyou is the only one who was from a non-mixed school and etc.. hahaz.. we had a lot of fun though.. funny actions and stuff done and said by all of us.. regardless purposely or pure randomly.. hahaz.. there was one jing dian joke by xinyu.. can refer to boonie's blog for the details.. we laughed countless times on different stuff throughout the whole dinner.. think the waitresses were all so amused by us.. hahaz.. and not forgetting the tiny chocolate cake that we got for yihui.. hahaz..
it was a nice gathering.. ermz.. dont know how should i name the gathering though.. hahaz.. had a really fun time.. and how zhengyou and boonie niao each other.. lol.. good to meet up once in a while like that.. hahaz..
term 2 ended today.. as what mrs chin said.. 3/4 of our hwachong lives had flown past just like that..
__I never understood x 4:38 AM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Got TagGeD..
hahaz.. SPA finally ended today.. have the least number of spa but the last to finish.. hahaz.. oh well.. got tagged by minyu..
Random Network CheckInstructions:
Name 20 ppl u can think of at the top of your head. Dun read the below questions before you write and tag 5 ppl to do this survey.
1. Shihui
2. Yenchun
3. Yinghong
4. Shiheng
5. Justin
6. Guohao
7. Kangting
8. Constance
9. Chingli
10. Boonhan
11. Pinyun
12. Bong
13. Chailing
14. Wangjing
15. Jolene
16. Bingrong
17. Jamie
18. Ame
19. Yingjie
20. Chao Hsiang
How did you meet 14?(Wang Jing)
hahaz.. last year in j1? one of the 2 rg girls in class..
What would you do if you never met 1? (shihui)
hahaz.. then cca and class time will be boring then.. really glad to have her company.. thanks girl.. :D
What would you do if 20 and 9 dated? (Chao Hsiang and Chingli)
hmm.. nothing cause it's impossible.. hahaz.. they don't even know each other and dont think they will..
Did you ever like 19?(Yingjie)
lol.. of course.. got to know her better through huangcheng.. :D
Would 6 and 17 make a good couple? (Guohao and Jamie)
nope nope.. another impossible to happen couple.. hahaz..
Describe 3. (Yinghong)
a unique girl.. hahaz.. good actress too.. has her own way of thinking and doing things.. :D
Do you think 8 is attractive? (Constance)
hahaz.. of course.. got so many tao hua.. both good and bad...
Tell me something about 7. (Kangting)
ehz.. know her since p4? hahaz.. likes to dance and a funky get good results and go poly girl..
Do you know any of 12's family? (Bong)
ehz.. he got a younger sister who always irritates him? hahaz..
What's 8's favourite? (Constance)
pink furry and girly stuff.. :D
What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you? (Pinyun)
hahaz.. not surprised.. one great friend that i found..
What language does 15 speak? (Jolene)
english and chinese.. but more pro in english..
Who is 9 going out with? (Chingli)
hahaz.. single and available at the moment..
How old is 16 now?(Bingrong)
17++ cause birthday at the end of the year..
When was the last time you talked to 13?(Chailing)
before i board the bus home after physics SPA today..
Who's 2 favourite band/singer?(Yenchun)
alot.. sunyanzi.. jj.. renfu etc.. hahaz..
Would you date 4? (Shiheng)
hahaz.. nope.. but can crap and talk to him for hours though..
Would you date 7? (Kangting)
hahaz.. how to date.. unless she's a guy or i am.. :D
Is 15 single? (Jolene)
yup yupz.. single and available..
What's 10's last name? (Boonhan)
Koh.. ahmud if you want.. hahaz..
Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?(Pinyun)
yupz.. serious relationship as good friends.. :D
What school does 3 go to? (Yinghong)
hwachong
Where does 6 live? (Guohao)
New Upper Changi Road.. aka bedok
Whats your favourite thing about 5? (Justin)
hahaz.. can crap with.. especially when shiheng's around too..
Have you seen no.1 naked? (Shihui)
nope.. wouldn't have.. hahaz..
Tagged victims:
1. Kangting
2. Boonhan
3. Yinghong
4. Pinyun
5. Jamie
__I never understood x 5:46 AM
Friday, May 05, 2006
SiNgApOrE gAgA
glad that i didnt give singapore gaga a miss.. hahaz.. if not i would have missed a truly singaporean film.. :D
love everything of it.. esp
the harmonica and recorder part.. how the two playing harmocnica and guitar played that home of the range.. how it reminded us of primary school days when we had to learn and practice the recorder during music lessons..
the 4'33 of 'silence' part.. the sound of children playing.. buses and cars zooming by.. the sound the the leaves of the trees when the wind blows etc.. all within the 4 min oplus of silence..
the tissue lady.. one who is so positive and cute..
and the mrt voice too.. one that is around for dont know how many years le.. one that if gone will make the whole mrt trip feels weird and incomplete..
hahaz.. nothing like 'hey, this represents singapore' or whatsoever need to be said.. just simply the sounds and the images will immediately set you connected to the film.. that's why it's so successful and achieved to much i think..
indeed.. we missed out a lot of these small things around us.. without those our lives can still go on.. continue to pursue a better future.. study.. work.. walking straight.. walking fast.. walking without looking or listening.. however.. without those seemingly minor and insignificant people around us.. singapore may loose her uniqueness.. the tinge of special warmth..
perhaps i havent been away from singapore for along time or lived long enough to know.. miss or love singapore deeply.. however after the show.. i know i can identify with it.. i know i am a true singaporean.. hahaz.. :D
go catch the film if you havent.. hahaz..
pause.. listen.. appreciate.. :D
__I never understood x 11:34 PM
Monday, May 01, 2006
青春旋律
spent the whole yesterday in vt t yesterday.. super tired after watching the show and we kept yawning.. felt disappointed that gh n i cant go have dinner with yc shs n yh.. nevermind.. knowing that you all delivering the burger kept me going till i off cans.. hahaz..
a few of us who graduated went back to help.. all e 'battles' tt we took on with a few stubborn 'bulls'? hahaz.. exhausting? interesting? irritating? hahaz.. nevermind.. at least the performance is presentable.. perhaps yesterday will be smoother and not have so many problems if we had more time to go back and see how we can help.. but then again.. certain things are still so undecided and changing even till e last min like 15mins before house is live.. given alot of stuck or one way 'communication'.. hahaz.. a good learning experiece though..
yupz.. cs people have all worked hard and put in effort one way or another for the success of qingchun.. all the preparation and rehearsals.. hahaz.. oh yar.. agreeing with hongz.. e xiaopins.. how we cringed at e many familarities in the skit.. hahaz.. especially the umbrella part.. but we still think that jiahui is still the ultimate master at that.. right? hahaz..
had a lot of fun in the control room though e lights people are piaing with their plotting and sounds people checking volume.. all the talking and crapping and gossiping with juniors.. hahaz..
now all e best for xiaopin..
dhscs
学会万岁，学会万岁，学会，万万岁！！
hahaz.. miss shouting that.. :D
__I never understood x 2:53 AM