::EvErChAnGiNg ClOuDs~~EvErLaStInG lOvE::

MiXtUrE oF sTuFf..

2006-07-06T03:22:00.000-07:00

agree with pinyun.. hahaz.. so many things to say that i dont know what to say now.. certain thoughts are just yi shan er guo.. oh well..

真摯的友誼不需要承諾...注定的緣分不需要約定...因為...世上的機緣...都是那樣的可遇可求...

saw this on tsai hsiu's blog.. something to ponder.. :D

ohz.. and i have been trying to understand and know myself better.. so went to read up on my horoscope.. hahaz.. ermz.. not a very good way to do it but yar.. it's quite interesting.. here are some of the lines i copied though they are very general..

Aquarians basically possess strong and attractive personalities. They fall into two principle types: one shy, sensitive, gentle and patient; the other exuberant, lively and exhibitionist, sometimes hiding the considerable depths of their character under a cloak of frivolity.

Both types are humane, frank, serious minded, genial, refined, sometimes ethereal, and idealistic, though this last quality is tempered with a sensible practicality. They are quick, active and persevering without being self-assertive, and express themselves with reason, moderation and sometimes, a dry humor.
They are nearly always intelligent, concise, clear and logical. Many are strongly imaginative and psychically intuitive

many who have scientific leanings to combine these with the Aquarian yearning for the universal recognition of the brotherhood of man, and to embark on scientific research to fulfill their philanthropic ideals of benefiting mankind
(hahaz.. sound so wei da)

Normally they have good taste in drama, music and art, and are also gifted in the arts, especially drama.
(this line's rather relevant)

They sometimes appear to condescend to others and take too little trouble to cultivate the acquaintance of people who do not particularly appeal to them.
They do not give themselves easily - perhaps their judgment of human nature is too good for that - and are sometimes accounted cold. But once they decide that someone is worthy of their friendship or love, they can exert an almost hypnotic and irresistible mental attraction on them and will themselves become tenacious friends or lovers, ready to sacrifice everything for their partners and be faithful to them for life.
(think this is proven true too)

Among the faults to which they are liable are fanatical eccentricity, wayward egotism, excessive detachment and an inclination to retreat from life and society, and a tendency to be extremely dogmatic in their opinions.

Problem: Being left all alone while others enjoy the companionship you long for.Solution: You should practice expressing your humanity by accepting people the way they are and not find too much fault in them.
Problem: You always seem to miss the boat when it comes to love.Solution: Try letting down the mental guard that you keep on your emotions that stops you from being the self you long to be.
Problem: You always seem to miss out on the better jobs or big promotions at work.Solution: Learn to use your positive side in teamwork and group effort, the lone wolf approach will get you nowhere.
Problem: You seem to become physically ill more than you should.Solution: By repressing your emotions you drive the unrest deep inside where it can cost you in terms of health. Express your feelings but do it with tact.

hmm.. i dont think i know what i want really in life.. what i want to be in future or whatsoever.. perhaps soon i will.. perhaps i never will and continue to zou yi bu kan yi bu? hahaz.. okz.. i should sound more positive and hopeful..

IrRiTaTiNg AnTs..

2006-06-07T01:26:00.000-07:00

think i am like the greatest enemy of the ants in my house.. think i have killed nearly a hundred or even more since the holidays started.. hahaz.. my relationshiop with them is really like yi jian jiu sha.. jue bu fang guo.. hahaz.. they can be crawling like almost anywhere.. on my water bottle.. table.. books and even on my shirt.. think i just killed like 5 ants that i found crawling on me today.. eewk..

anyway.. nearly separated my index finger from my thumb just now while cutting an apple if not for the super blunt knife.. thank goodness.. ended up with only a tiny cut.. imagine feeling the knife cut down forcefully n fast.. for a moment i was so stunned then returned to my senses to check on my hand.. phew.. hahaz.. but think that gives me more excuse to ask my mum help me cut fruits.. :D

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2006-05-29T23:35:00.000-07:00

sometimes i do wonder how life is so full of surprises due to the different decisions regardless big or small at different points of our lives.. besides those bigger decisions like choosing which school or what courses to take results in the people and friends i have made and what i study.. there are also a those small decisions like taking the bus from interchange or just at the bus stop after alighting.. hahaz.. a couple of times a decided to take the bus from interchange and thus met a few primary school friends on my way there.. other times when i chose to just wait the the bus stop that i alighted allowed me to meet other friends.. if i had chosen the other option then i would not have met them otherwise.. hahaz.. think it's just so amazing.. :D

TiRiNg AnD fUnNy DaY..

2006-05-26T04:38:00.000-07:00

went to town to attempt to buy s.heng's present yesterday with chunz and liyan.. hahaz.. actually is i joined them because last minute s.hui cant make it because she didnt sleep the whole of previous night.. well.. we went cine then heeren then fareast.. got bong's cd too.. hahaz..

imagining the three of us walking non stop and shopping without taking a rest from like 2pm to like about 8pm?! hahaz.. actually most of the time chunz and liyan were looking at clothes.. cause they are informed quite last minute that they have to bring formal wear to the leo club event at malaysia.. hahaz.. think they should be able to have a lot of fun.. yupz.. think after walking rounds and rounds we all yan hua liao luan already..

oh ya.. conclude that my small little purple umbrella is very useful.. managed to shelter the 3 of us from heeren to taka.. hahaz.. dont know why it always seems to rain whenever i am at heeren..

after that met up with minyu to get yihui's present.. hahaz.. she so funny.. we like going every floor trying her luck to remember which shop they last seen the belt they getting for her.. good thing that in the end she managed to find the shop.. hahaz.. after that we met up with the rest at taka.. mainly me minyu xinyu yihui boonie zhengyou yanling and liwei.. hahaz.. waited so very long for crystal jade kitchen lahz.. me legs both going to break already.. oh well..

it was quite weird a combination.. the 8 of us.. hahaz.. firstly me and boonie the only 2 j2s.. secondly zhengyou and boonie are the only 2 guys.. thirdly they are the only to non-dunmanians.. fourthly zhengyou is the only one who was from a non-mixed school and etc.. hahaz.. we had a lot of fun though.. funny actions and stuff done and said by all of us.. regardless purposely or pure randomly.. hahaz.. there was one jing dian joke by xinyu.. can refer to boonie's blog for the details.. we laughed countless times on different stuff throughout the whole dinner.. think the waitresses were all so amused by us.. hahaz.. and not forgetting the tiny chocolate cake that we got for yihui.. hahaz..

it was a nice gathering.. ermz.. dont know how should i name the gathering though.. hahaz.. had a really fun time.. and how zhengyou and boonie niao each other.. lol.. good to meet up once in a while like that.. hahaz..

term 2 ended today.. as what mrs chin said.. 3/4 of our hwachong lives had flown past just like that..

Got TagGeD..

2006-05-17T05:46:00.000-07:00

hahaz.. SPA finally ended today.. have the least number of spa but the last to finish.. hahaz.. oh well.. got tagged by minyu..

Random Network CheckInstructions:
Name 20 ppl u can think of at the top of your head. Dun read the below questions before you write and tag 5 ppl to do this survey.

1. Shihui
2. Yenchun
3. Yinghong
4. Shiheng
5. Justin
6. Guohao
7. Kangting
8. Constance
9. Chingli
10. Boonhan
11. Pinyun
12. Bong
13. Chailing
14. Wangjing
15. Jolene
16. Bingrong
17. Jamie
18. Ame
19. Yingjie
20. Chao Hsiang

How did you meet 14?(Wang Jing)
hahaz.. last year in j1? one of the 2 rg girls in class..

What would you do if you never met 1? (shihui)
hahaz.. then cca and class time will be boring then.. really glad to have her company.. thanks girl.. :D

What would you do if 20 and 9 dated? (Chao Hsiang and Chingli)
hmm.. nothing cause it's impossible.. hahaz.. they don't even know each other and dont think they will..

Did you ever like 19?(Yingjie)
lol.. of course.. got to know her better through huangcheng.. :D

Would 6 and 17 make a good couple? (Guohao and Jamie)
nope nope.. another impossible to happen couple.. hahaz..

Describe 3. (Yinghong)
a unique girl.. hahaz.. good actress too.. has her own way of thinking and doing things.. :D

Do you think 8 is attractive? (Constance)
hahaz.. of course.. got so many tao hua.. both good and bad...

Tell me something about 7. (Kangting)
ehz.. know her since p4? hahaz.. likes to dance and a funky get good results and go poly girl..

Do you know any of 12's family? (Bong)
ehz.. he got a younger sister who always irritates him? hahaz..

What's 8's favourite? (Constance)
pink furry and girly stuff.. :D

What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you? (Pinyun)
hahaz.. not surprised.. one great friend that i found..

What language does 15 speak? (Jolene)
english and chinese.. but more pro in english..

Who is 9 going out with? (Chingli)
hahaz.. single and available at the moment..

How old is 16 now?(Bingrong)
17++ cause birthday at the end of the year..

When was the last time you talked to 13?(Chailing)
before i board the bus home after physics SPA today..

Who's 2 favourite band/singer?(Yenchun)
alot.. sunyanzi.. jj.. renfu etc.. hahaz..

Would you date 4? (Shiheng)
hahaz.. nope.. but can crap and talk to him for hours though..

Would you date 7? (Kangting)
hahaz.. how to date.. unless she's a guy or i am.. :D

Is 15 single? (Jolene)
yup yupz.. single and available..

What's 10's last name? (Boonhan)
Koh.. ahmud if you want.. hahaz..

Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?(Pinyun)
yupz.. serious relationship as good friends.. :D

What school does 3 go to? (Yinghong)
hwachong

Where does 6 live? (Guohao)
New Upper Changi Road.. aka bedok

Whats your favourite thing about 5? (Justin)
hahaz.. can crap with.. especially when shiheng's around too..

Have you seen no.1 naked? (Shihui)
nope.. wouldn't have.. hahaz..

Tagged victims:
1. Kangting
2. Boonhan
3. Yinghong
4. Pinyun
5. Jamie

SiNgApOrE gAgA

2006-05-05T23:34:00.000-07:00

glad that i didnt give singapore gaga a miss.. hahaz.. if not i would have missed a truly singaporean film.. :D

love everything of it.. esp
the harmonica and recorder part.. how the two playing harmocnica and guitar played that home of the range.. how it reminded us of primary school days when we had to learn and practice the recorder during music lessons..
the 4'33 of 'silence' part.. the sound of children playing.. buses and cars zooming by.. the sound the the leaves of the trees when the wind blows etc.. all within the 4 min oplus of silence..
the tissue lady.. one who is so positive and cute..
and the mrt voice too.. one that is around for dont know how many years le.. one that if gone will make the whole mrt trip feels weird and incomplete..
hahaz.. nothing like 'hey, this represents singapore' or whatsoever need to be said.. just simply the sounds and the images will immediately set you connected to the film.. that's why it's so successful and achieved to much i think..

indeed.. we missed out a lot of these small things around us.. without those our lives can still go on.. continue to pursue a better future.. study.. work.. walking straight.. walking fast.. walking without looking or listening.. however.. without those seemingly minor and insignificant people around us.. singapore may loose her uniqueness.. the tinge of special warmth..

perhaps i havent been away from singapore for along time or lived long enough to know.. miss or love singapore deeply.. however after the show.. i know i can identify with it.. i know i am a true singaporean.. hahaz.. :D

go catch the film if you havent.. hahaz..

pause.. listen.. appreciate.. :D

青春旋律

2006-05-01T02:53:00.000-07:00

spent the whole yesterday in vt t yesterday.. super tired after watching the show and we kept yawning.. felt disappointed that gh n i cant go have dinner with yc shs n yh.. nevermind.. knowing that you all delivering the burger kept me going till i off cans.. hahaz..

a few of us who graduated went back to help.. all e 'battles' tt we took on with a few stubborn 'bulls'? hahaz.. exhausting? interesting? irritating? hahaz.. nevermind.. at least the performance is presentable.. perhaps yesterday will be smoother and not have so many problems if we had more time to go back and see how we can help.. but then again.. certain things are still so undecided and changing even till e last min like 15mins before house is live.. given alot of stuck or one way 'communication'.. hahaz.. a good learning experiece though..

yupz.. cs people have all worked hard and put in effort one way or another for the success of qingchun.. all the preparation and rehearsals.. hahaz.. oh yar.. agreeing with hongz.. e xiaopins.. how we cringed at e many familarities in the skit.. hahaz.. especially the umbrella part.. but we still think that jiahui is still the ultimate master at that.. right? hahaz..

had a lot of fun in the control room though e lights people are piaing with their plotting and sounds people checking volume.. all the talking and crapping and gossiping with juniors.. hahaz..

now all e best for xiaopin..

dhscs
学会万岁，学会万岁，学会，万万岁！！
hahaz.. miss shouting that.. :D

My BiRtHdAtE..

2006-04-27T04:39:00.000-07:00

Your Birthdate: February 12

You're a dynamic, charismatic person who's possibly headed for fame.You tend to charm strangers easily. And you usually can get what you want from them.Verbally talented, you tend to persuade people with your speaking and writing.You are affectionate and loving, but it's hard for you to commit to any one relationship.
Your strength: Your charm
Your weakness: Your extreme manipulation tactics
Your power color: Indigo
Your power symbol: Four leaf clover
Your power month: December

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/">What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

LiVe, FoRgIvE, ApPrEcIaTe..

2006-04-25T06:36:00.000-07:00

Got this from a forwarded message.. hahaz.. it seems to hard yet easy to be happy and contented with what we have..

One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well.
The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do.
Finally, hedecidedthe animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it justwasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey.
He invited all his neighbours tocome over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shoveldirtinto the well.
At first, the donkey realized what was happening andcriedhorribly.
Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down.
A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well.
He was astonished at what he saw.
With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doingsomething amazing.
He would shake it off and take a step up.
As the farmer's neighbours continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shakeit off and take a step up.
Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey> >stepped up over the edge of >the well and happily trotted off!

Life is going to shovel dirt on you, all kinds of dirt.
The trick to getting out of the well is to shake it off and take a step up.
Each ofour troubles is a stepping stone.
We can get out of the deepest wells justby not stopping, never giving up!
Shake it off and take a step up.

Remember the five simple rules to be HAPPY:
1. Free your heart from hatred - Forgive.
2. Free your mind from worries - Most never happen.
3. Live simply and appreciate what you have.
4. Give more
5. Expect less

NOW -------- > PS:The donkey later came back, andbitthe shit out of the farmer who had tried to bury him. The gash from the bite got infected, and the farmer eventually died in agony from septic shock. MORAL FROM TODAY'S LESSON: When you do something wrong, and try to cover your ass, it always comes back to bite you.

...

2006-04-20T22:05:00.000-07:00

why time passes so quickly? is that because it is very precious? or is it because it passes very quickly that's why it's precious?

time is endless yet limited..

hahaz.. dont think i am making any sense..

my mum is into baking these few days.. taking up dont know how many lessons on cake and bread baking and dont know what.. hahaz.. glad that she attends those lessons.. think mothers are very wei da.. they spend all their time taking care of the family.. not leaving time for personal interests.. so it's nice now that at least she can take some time to go learn something she enjoys.. hahaz.. having to give up art..

it suddenly seems very scary sometimes not knowing to course i want to take or what i want to be in future.. not having any great ambition or even a slightest idea.. oh well.. and society intimidating at times.. qiao dao qiao tou zi ran zhi? hahaz.. time flies i guess.. precious time.. it is important to minimize regrets.. just want to lead an ordinary life.. hahaz.. as what kapo always emphasize.. ping fan jiu shi xing fu.. but how?

qingchun's coming.. in erm.. about a week plus time? i know you people are facing a lot of contraints.. try to work wonders within your limits? dont get too stressed up.. hahaz.. jiayou!!

hahaz.. and shihui jiayou for lv yuan too yar? hahaz.. and i just got to know that yanling is acting too.. will be looking forward to it.. jiayou!

hahaz.. think my thought are like hopping and jumping around.. nevermind.. hahaz.. :D

XiAo HuAnGcHeNg

2006-04-09T06:54:00.000-07:00

got out of house at 1.50pm and i actually reached school at 3.40pm?! hahaz.. stupid 67.. jammed like mad.. argh..

think xiao huangcheng ended at a nice note yesterday.. though not a lot of ppl turned up.. but it was 'huangcheng' enough nevertheless.. it sort of marks an end to huangcheng.. hahaz.. oh well.. finally gave the cds tt we made to e chouweis and actors.. hope it's a nice surprise.. though i think we didn't really did a good job in keep it a secret when recording.. so a few saw or found out.. hahaz.. and pardon us for the sound quality.. it was e best that we could have done.. hahaz.. hope you people will like it.. our xiao xiao de xin yi.. :D

飞起来，让你飞起来，黄城绝对最精彩！

NotHiNg MuCh..

2006-04-02T01:58:00.000-08:00

was on my way home on the mrt when i saw two young tourists taking pictures in the mrt cabin.. hahaz.. immediately i thought of how stupid we must have looked when we were so happily taking pictures of the mrts in hongkong and taiwan.. hahaz.. just tt our actions and noise are the amplified of dont know how many times of the one i saw today.. hahaz..

oh well.. a's will start early november.. as early as the 2nd.. so meaning we have only about 6 to 7 months left.. so long yet so short..

perhaps we should imagine how good is it if the world just stop spinning.. time just stops and we just continue to do what we are doing.. not having to worry about what is going to happen in future.. what we have to do then etc.. but it seems as if we cant even picture it in our own la la land.. guess it's how powerful reality is..

黄城夜韵 2006。。

2006-03-15T03:09:00.000-08:00

努力过，付出过，才能享受谢幕时候的感动。。
欢笑过，痛苦过，才能体会互相扶持的温馨。。
疲惫过，绝望过，才能相信奇迹存在的可能。。
迷惘过，坚持过，才能感受黄城夜韵的精彩。。

是的，只有真正参与过黄城的人才能了解我们为何能为它义无反顾，为它作出一切的一切。。
2006年，黄城夜韵25年的传奇落幕了。。无论观众的评价如何，无所谓。。至少我们已全心全意地把演出带给每一位观众。。至少我们都对得起自己。。
所有的点点滴滴我们都应收集起来，好好珍藏，将来才能重温当时的感动。。

一起疯狂的日子似乎结束了。。一起期待的时候才刚刚开始。。我们明年黄城夜韵，再见！

ChInEsE nEw YeAr'S cOmInG..

2006-01-24T21:50:00.000-08:00

hahaz.. yar.. the chinese new year holidays is really what we all look forward to.. last holidays before the term ends.. so sad..

yupz.. schools starts for for 3 weeks le.. huancheng started too le.. going back to last's year's first 3 months' lifestyle again.. mentally and physically taxing.. but nvm.. hahaz.. jiayou everyone.. we can do it de!!

cant think of what to write now.. hahaz.. basically my brain cells will be exhausted really fast this year especially right now.. just want to eat and sleep and watch tv and not do any work.. hahaz.. yay.. and hope to be able to go back dhs on fri or what.. s.hui and yci.. remember to remind me to bring the stuff.. hahaz.. if you happen to read this entry.. hahaz..

HaPpY nEw YeAr..

2006-01-03T21:20:00.001-08:00

yupz.. it's a new year.. it's 2006.. it's the start of jc2.. it's the start of all the work for me to do.. it's the start of a hectic and busy year.. it's the start of counting down to the time for play and relaxation after A levels.. hahaz..

it's a new year and all of us do our best in whatever we do and have no regrets yar.. hahaz.. starting to be busy with huangcheng stuff le.. yupz.. will try to squeeze time to meet up with u ppl.. yc shs gh and also L4.. inform me roughly what time we meeting then i can try to arrange yar? hahaz.. ok.. tts all folks.. :D

HaPpY nEw YeAr..

2006-01-03T21:20:00.000-08:00

WeNyIyInG..

2005-12-25T03:52:00.000-08:00

yupz.. went back dhs!!! hahaz.. after a day's of drama camp in hc.. rushed there.. reached just in time for their taletime.. some of those were not bad.. though others can still be improved.. hahaz.. e mass dance would be fun if we seniors knew the dance steps.. hahaz.. we all felt that the karaoke session was really great.. the atmosphere was superb and all of us were really high.. hahaz.. good job people..

i did not sleep at all.. oh yar.. did not really get to say hi to others.. like sinhui michelle they all.. i was too xing2 shi1 zou3 rou4 after a day of dancing cheering n stuff.. hahaz.. ask minyu they all and you all will know.. so many stupid mistakes i made in the game of bridge.. hahaz.. had a lot of fun.. though s.hui n s.heng n hongs started mugging that stressed me so much that i got a physics notes from s.hui.. though in the end nothing got into my head because it was already 2 something am.. hahaz.. in the end we talked and eat a super rubery instant noodles that would not turn soggy no matter how long u leave them in hot water.. hahaz.. some unknown brand 'lucky'.. but any food will taste good when one is hungry.. hahaz..

once again.. i miss the good old days.. :D

BaCk FrOm TaIwAn..

2005-12-17T21:00:00.000-08:00

hello people.. yupz.. back from taiwan and having internet access finally.. hahaz.. back to the trip..

it was a super duper wonderful experience.. the people was very nice and funny.. banyue and chen dage.. who brought us around and took very good care of us.. and of course not forgetting the two teachers who were in charge of us.. hahaz.. we all had a wonderful time together..chionging back from shilin yeshi..and watching wo men zhe yi jia together in the bus..love the song which i think everyone is able to sing by now.. hahaz.. and so many funny things created and said during the 15 days of the trip..

it is very hard to give a very detailed entry of the trip here.. what i can say is what banyue said on the bus when we were heading to the airport.. aka when we all started to cry.. is that the memories of the 15days in taiwan will always have that special place in our hearts..

yupz.. back from a 15-day holiday means a whole lot of work is waiting to be done.. hahaz.. i sure love taiwan and we will all miss the land the air the wonderful scenery and most importantly.. the people.. :D

FlYiNg OfF sOoN..

2005-12-01T21:09:00.000-08:00

will be flying to taiwan for immersion tommorrow.. going to spend two whole weeks there.. by the time we come back theres only two pathetic weeks of the holidays left.. oh well.. hahaz..

btw we celebrated yc bdae on mon.. it wasnt very successful because she wasnt surprised but instead already guessed it.. nevertheless.. it was nice.. btw yc.. you got to wait longer for your present kz.. :D.. yupz.. had a lot of fun playing.. hahaz.. enjoyed myself totally.. looking forward to going s.hui house again.. hahaz.. yay.. then can try to team up with s.hui again to beat yh in the game.. yh is just too pro.. hahaz..

BuSy BuSy..

2005-11-27T03:17:00.000-08:00

heya.. not bad.. changed the skin.. busy busy.. yar.. have been very busy for the past weeks.. preparing for next year's huangcheng stuff mainly.. super many things to coordinate with the others and etc.. never mind.. think i have spend equally alot of time rotting at home.. oh well..

nothing else to say for now.. :D

UpDaTiNg.. FiNaLlY..

2005-11-25T00:38:00.000-08:00

hahaz.. hi all.. yupz..me finally updating.. quite lag.. or rather very very super duper lag.. hahaz.. oh well.. nothing much for me to update actually.. or rather when i wana write then i duno what to write le.. hahaz.. think u guys can cum here once every three months and probably if u ppl are lucky.. u all will be able to c my updated blog?! hmm.. nothing to see le.. till next entry.. cya!! :D

Hi AgAiN..

2005-08-11T23:53:00.000-07:00

hihi people.. hahaz.. i am here again.. not to blog.. hahaz.. but just to say hi.. at least to destroy all the cobwebs that has formed over the days when i am not here.. oh well..

yupz.. in the school computer lab now.. first time blogging from here.. hahaz.. not bad.. oh no.. think i am really starting to crap le.. hahaz.. well.. till next time.. cya..

p.s.: hahaz.. you will people will have to wait real real real real real real real real real real real long to read my next entry.. because i do not expect myself to blog anytime soon.. hahaz..

LaSt EnTrY..

2005-07-12T04:14:00.000-07:00

hahaz.. people..
i hereby announce that my blog will cease operation till further notice.. hahaz..

UpDaTiNg AgAiN..

2005-06-04T20:57:00.000-07:00

hahaz.. oopz.. here to update again.. finally i should say.. hahaz..

I hAvE yEt To ToUcHeD aNy Of My WoRk!! ArGh!! cant find the motivation and determination just yet.. haiz.. hahaz.. oh well.. one precious week of the june holidays gone like that.. dedicated 4 days to the LEP camp though.. which deprived the few of us of the Bangkok trip.. and days to come for pw and outings and gatherings..

what can i say of the Lep camp.. fun? boring? enriching? hahaz.. i think it's jian ren jian zhi ba.. but for me.. it's like a chalet? nice place.. the hostel is so nice.. so condusive for studying and sleeping.. the facilities are very impressive too.. the pools and track.. we were very amazed by the canteen aunties for being able to come up with the varienties of dishes.. different each day.. except for the 'chicken'.. oh well.. hahaz..

one thing i cant deny is that i slept during every lecture.. except for the one on comics.. hahaz.. same as vann.. nothing that we can do to stop ourselves from sleeping when what the speaker says cant catch our attention.. and the first day of the camp was the worst as besides eating.. what we did was to go for lectures.. hahaz..

the next day was much better.. had a wen yu wan hui that night.. all of us were very high dancing mass dances from all three schools and sang.. one thing to be proud of is that our tream.. which comprised of groups 17, 18 and 19 won the 'LEP IdoL'.. hahaz.. three cheers for us and wan an shao nv zu.. hahaz.. at night i joined the 62 people in the gossips.. hahaz.. one conclusion.. girls never fail to gossip better than guys.. hahaz..

the third day was just as fun and more slack.. imagine vann and i can actually sit in the dining hall and watch the repeat of 'yuan lai jiu shi ni' on channel u.. hahaz.. when others went back to their rooms to sleep though.. rehearsed a skit on the different types of people in the lep camp and designed posters.. 7 of the on total.. hahaz.. very proud of ourselves as we won the 'Best Poster' award.. hahaz.. we rock.. that night we played bridge till about 4am.. hahaz.. me hongz jasmine and jeremy aka jack (name suggested by hongz) hahaz.. not sure why but we kept laughing.. hahaz.. still some of us even teared.. hahaz.. it was really a fun night.. :D

the last day was just a eating day? hahaz.. breakfast, teabreak and lunch with one jiang zuo.. hahaz.. and after photo taking.. it was home sweet home..

hmm.. shall end here.. hahaz.. chunz.. you have to constantly remind me to update.. think i am a long long way from your number of entries.. hahaz..

QiNg ChUn XuAn Lv..

2005-05-23T01:39:00.000-07:00

xue hui! wan sui!
xue hui! wan sui!
xue hui! wan wan sui!!!!!!!!

hahaz.. qing chun xuan lv ended well for all the chinese society members i suppose.. all their efforts paid off.. you people reap what you sow.. so yu all ought to taste the success of the performance.. hahaz.. well done.. qing chun xuan lv revived.. hahaz.. maybe next time can aim to hold it back at jubilee hall or what..

the programmes are quite interesting... especially the jingju.. hahaz.. but maybe it will be better if there was an interval.. time for the audience to take a break before taking in more.. then you all can add one or two more items.. but think due to the auditorium's constraint that certain effects could not be achieved.. like total darkness or spot light... but you all still did well.. hahaz.. at least to produce a performance without any prior experiences.. hahaz..

saw a lot of people there.. including sinhui huijun they all.. wanting they all.. and seniors.. milly jieying they all.. xiangling shujing they all.. and also yilin xintian they all.. hahaz.. like a big reunion? hahaz.. nice.. to see all of them again at the all familiar perforamance.. hahaz.. maybe qing chun xuan lv has this benefit too ba.. to bring graduates and past members of dunman high chinese society back together.. a mini gathering? hahaz.. nice..

we wanted to hang aroung the school longer but think it's too dark and late and we all too tired so we decided to go home.. hahaz.. walking to familiar route to 30 bus stop and taking 30 to bus interchange.. hahaz..oh well.. feeling nostalgic again.. hahaz.. yar.. looking forward to xieren.. one year really flew past.. still remember passing down last year and now our successors are passing down le.. hahaz..

hahaz.. till next entry then.. :D

BaCk AgAiN..

2005-05-14T08:11:00.000-07:00

oh well.. i am back again.. decided that those who really want to know what's happening to me and stuff should just call me and talk directly.. because of my not-so-consistant updates.. hahaz..

anyway.. life goes on as usual.. just that more tests and more homework.. and pi!! i am sure that irritated a whole lot of people.. including myself of course.. and guess what.. i am to come up with a brand new one and i have yet to really start doing it.. oh well.. due this friday..

xiaopin won fers!! hahaz.. they really did us proud.. the whole xiaopin team.. both backstage and frontstage.. teachers in charge and peter sau.. hahaz.. u all are simply great!

watched lvyuan too.. like the 2nd ju especially.. jiahui is really very good.. such that she can touch people and make their tears fall.. hahaz.. no wonder fan fan still thought she was still at dhs to take up the pei du ma ma role.. hahaz.. we all were very high after the performance.. especially j.. hahaz.. n s.hui became so tanned.. and we don't know how.. hahaz.. it was so nice to go crazy with them again.. reminds us of the good old days.. play and go crazy together.. oh well.. :D

oh yar.. a week more to qingchun xuanlv.. hahaz.. fellow juniors.. JIA YOU!! we seniors will always be supporting you people.. just do your best and enjoy urselves.. hahaz.. it will be a great show!! you all can do it and prove that to everyone..

talked to s.heng on the phone just now.. it's nice.. don't think any other flowery vocabulary can describe it any better.. though mine's limited.. hahaz.. but simply.. the word nice is enough.. hahaz.. have not talk to yc and s.hui for ages too le.. hahaz.. maybe can talk on the phone someday.. :D

NoThInG..

2005-05-04T01:40:00.000-07:00

okz.. once again it's ages since i last blog again.. sometimes when i thought of what i what i want to blog on.. i always don't have the chance to.. hahaz.. so end up like only updating after so long and crapping so much..

hahaz.. was rather busy over the weekend.. had class chalet at east coast park costa sands chalet from friday to sunday.. but i only stayed overnight for the first day.. hahaz.. quite interesting.. besides playing majong and eating and playing cards.. we even went to build sandcastles.. in the middle of the night.. about 3 something am.. hahaz.. and we realised william is a very very good sandcastle builder.. he managed to build two bridges.. solid ones.. with the help of shijun.. hahaz.. oh well.. left on saturday morning..

yes.. hc team got into finals for xiaopin bisai.. hahaz.. actually i am quite glad that i did not watch you all rehearse the yi pian cao yuan before.. so i can really enjoy and give myself a nice surprise when i watch it for the first time during the preliminary round.. hahaz.. yar.. agree with yinghong.. i am sure everyone hopes to win.. but whatever the results.. we will all be proud of you all.. being brave and creative and of course not forgetting the great presentation on stage.. hahaz.. jiayou people!!

by the way i am looking forward to lvyuan.. their productions and my friends.. hahaz.. especially for shihui and constance's performance.. hahaz.. :D you all will sure do very well de!!

and yenchun.. don't worry.. you have me to accompany you.. hahaz.. the pi and pathetic economics and stuff.. hahaz.. sad case.. oh well..

once again i shall say.. hahaz.. i will try my best to update as frequently.. if not people will think i disappeared into thin air le.. :D

LoNg TiMe No SeE..

2005-04-26T02:56:00.000-07:00

has been and is still very busy now.. stealing time to update my blog.. haiz.. finally feeling the stress? that no matter how hard you try you just can't finish the homework.. maybe i am just not efficient enough or not fast or not hardworking enough? hahaz.. oh well.. think that's jc life..

anyway.. had chinese society committee elections on saturday.. did not get in.. not too affected by it though more or less felt abit disappointed about it.. but cher is the chairperson!! hahaz.. we are all so proud of her.. almost everybody voted for her.. u rock man! hahaz.. we will still contribute our part for huangcheng 2006.. hahaz.. way to go the new committee.. way to go everybody! :D

hmm.. think saturday is just not a very good day for all dunmanians.. dhs cs xiaopin both teams did not manage to get into finals.. it's really very sad.. that their efforts are not recognised.. and i m sure they are very disappointed.. haiz..

i know you all must have heard the same thing from people over and over again.. but i still want to say.. we know that you all had put in alot for the competition.. really improved tremendously.. attidude is positive.. don't be too discouraged because of this.. it's just that not all factors are right that you all did not get in.. you all know if you all have done your best and that is good enough.. recover from the fall real soon and start to train the juniors.. prepare them for next year's xiaopin.. never give up.. there will always be fan1 shen1 de ji hui.. :D

Have Faith and Believe.. :D

FrI nItE.. sUn..

2005-04-12T04:04:00.000-07:00

anyway.. thanks fellow teletubbies.. hahaz.. friday night was really fun.. the majong games.. bridge.. movie marathons.. eating of pumpkin kuehs.. drinking white fungus tiantang.. i am really glad to have found you all.. especially vaneh and vann.. i didn't think that i can still find real friends in jc.. from all the not so nice things that i heard about jc life.. but at least u all proved them wrong.. hahaz.. agree with vaneh.. we seem to be in a network.. all in different places.. but really hope that we can stay the same.. hahaz.. better check the prices and rates of the different ways of communications.. hahaz.. maybe we can have videoconferencing?

had a gathering with yc sh sh and yh on sun too.. hahaz.. it was really nice.. yes.. nice and fun.. if only j and gh were there.. then it will be complete.. nvm.. lai ri fang chang.. hahaz.. no matter how long since we've last went out with each other.. i am glad that the feeling i had was the same.. hahaz.. the familiar and nice feeling.. it's really good to know and feel that.. singing.. lian ai pin lv.. hahaz.. the music.. the songs.. the people.. :D

SoMe ThOuGhTs..

2005-04-12T03:43:00.000-07:00

haiz.. have different feelings.. different conclusions.. yes.. being friends.. especially good friends close friends.. we do need a lot of compromise and accomodation.. sometimes you can be rebellious and insist on what you want.. sometimes you have to be tolerant.. sometimes you can just stone.. yes.. friendship is just so fragile.. just like antiques.. as what ji laoshi said the last time.. that the longer the friendship.. the closer you will get.. the more lasting it will be.. however.. in the event of some conflict.. or even misunderstanding or miscommunication.. the friendship might just be gone like that..

treasure what you have.. treasure your friends and family.. :D

anyway.. i really do wonder if i think too little at times.. really.. it's really too little maybe.. oh well.. why can't we just take things one step at a time.. do what is in front of you to the very best then think of what to do next.. have a few really short term goals than a long term one.. do what you can do now instead of planning all that you want to do in future.. do what you supposed to do well and be happy then worry about the next thing instead of thinking about all the things and start worrying.. this and that.. why should it be like that?

life should be enjoyable..

keep it simple..

StUfF..

2005-04-06T03:16:00.000-07:00

we ran in the rain.. rain.. not a few drops of rain here and then but really heavy rain.. hahaz.. yes.. we ran in the rain for pe on monday.. initially the teachers wanted us to run two rounds.. but when we got down.. it was drizzling.. so it was reduced to one round only.. but.. as we ran.. somewhere after we went uphill.. the rain got heavier and heavier.. so we were somehow being forced to run faster.. we seemed to be the characters in drama serials.. having to train in heavy rain.. hahaz.. we all got very wet.. especially our hair.. but our pe shirt dried real fast.. it was quite 'fun' to run in the rain actually.. :D

anyway.. we startd putting on our college uniform on monday.. think all of us looked ok.. just that it would be real hard for us to differenciate who is a j1 and who is a j2.. hahaz.. have to look closer and for a few more moments before you can wave and say hello.. hahaz..

vaneh got her uwc's scholarship successfully.. so she'll be going italy in september.. leaving school in june.. hahaz.. really felt happen for her.. because it's really a rare opportunity and a dream come true to her.. yar.. but wonder how school and our class will be like without her.. considering she's the loudest in class.. forever trying to bring up class spirit? hahaz.. we'll survive.. and you will survive well in italy vaneh.. :D

ThOuGhTs..

2005-04-03T00:36:00.000-08:00

i want to go bangkok.. argh.. all because of lep camp that will clash if it.. or maybe it will not even clash.. but still have to keep the first two weeks of june holidays for the camp.. oh well.. and i have foochow trip too.. hahaz.. but not yet confirmed on my side though..

not that i am so desperate to go bangkok or what.. but think it's a very good opportunity for us to get together.. since it has really really been hard to organise a get-together.. or rather going out.. i know that things will and most probably cannot be the same for all of us already.. but still it will be good if we all can make it for the trip.. 5days 4nights together more or less will do good to us.. i know it's hard.. but really hope that we will stay as we are.. as in yc sh yh j sh gh and me.. that we will be a bunch of very good friends that we can help each other in times of trouble and to share happiness when we are happy.. it's like we have had so much together when we were in dhs cs..

sometimes my mother will question why i seem to have lost contact with my primary school friends.. as in what she thinks is that we should call each other and chat on the phone.. but yar.. it's really quite hard.. because we were in different secondary schools.. different experiences and commitments.. that's why i hope that we will still have each other now and in future.. ten years down the road or even more.. hahaz.. do i sound sad? well.. i am not.. is just that sudden thought..

i made a number of close friends in hc.. half of teletubbies i should say.. hahaz.. really glad and contented about that.. at least they are there.. but hope it will stay and that the friendship will stay and grow regardless of what will happen.. :D.. keeping my mine positive about most of the things.. hahaz..

anyway.. huiying finally got back to our class.. after so much hassle.. hahaz.. welcome back girl.. hahaz.. oh yar.. and i have to really find a day to go your house for stayover.. hahaz..

sometimes i really do wish to go back to dhs times.. hahaz..

05s66

2005-03-30T02:04:00.000-08:00

here to update finally.. so many things seems to have happened since i last updated.. although only about four days passed..

something cropped up yesterday regarding saturday's L4 outing.. but good thing that it turned out fine.. maybe after some time the 'ban' will be lifted? we have to pray hard then.. :D

had 05s66 outing on sunday.. hahaz.. class outing.. yar.. but only about 10 turned up.. hahaz.. but nevertheless.. we had fun.. we met at orchard mrt station control at 12pm.. as usual.. people were late.. so in the end only me huiying and siliang met.. then we proceeded to wisma mac to get something to eat while waiting for the others to meet up.. james and bong turned up soon after.. then ian.. hahaz.. we started crapping and gossiping.. it was quite boliaoz.. because we couldn't decide what the do next.. whether to play pool or watch movie.. hahaz.. in the end.. our decision was pool.. so we went there.. william guatpei and ziyan joined us then.. started playing.. we girls let the guys play first.. knowing that for us to clear one game would take don't know how long.. hahaz.. so the guys 'fought' it out.. apparantly luck wasn't on bong's side that he kept losing.. to make things worse for him.. james thrashed him and we even took picture of the pool table.. hahaz.. yar.. then we played.. huiying suddenly suggested going airport for dinner since she wanted to some very nice sweets.. it took quite some time before all of us agreed..

therefore.. we proceeded to the airport.. vaneh joined us too.. it was about 5 plus when we reached there.. she bought her sweets and we bought our dinner.. bk.. then bong had to leave.. so we moved on the the viewing gallery.. planning to watch the planes as we eat.. hahaz.. however.. no matter how hard we tried to find it.. we couldn't.. in the end we realised that it s under renovation.. so well.. we had to settle for a ooloo place and set down at the stairs and started eating.. hahaz.. we had a nice time.. as usual.. laughing laming and talking crap.. we had a great time.. just sitting down there.. having each other as company.. although it was the whole class.. but the class spirit was there.. i feel that i am indeed a 05s66er.. yes.. we are truely 05s66ers..

had a big piece of good news yesterday.. huiying's appeal to transfer from arts stream to science stream is successful! hahaz.. we were all very very happy for her.. and that hoping that she would be able to join us.. hahaz.. wonder why.. vaneh and i could really feel that the class was united.. especially at beauty world.. where we were all trying to think of all sorts of solutions for our classmates.. just to help them.. yar.. :D

anyway.. no good news today.. instead.. it was rather bad news.. huiying could not come back.. james' appeal did not go through.. oh well..

by the way.. the xiaopin pailian starts today.. hope everything will turn out fine.. will be there to support you guys at the preliminary round.. and final too.. hahaz.. jiayou okz.. hahaz.. you all can do it..

i am still lagging in my work too.. hahaz.. really have to find time to catch up.. but yar.. i have been saying that for don't know how long le.. hahaz.. oh well.. :D

DhS..

2005-03-26T04:58:00.000-08:00

hahaz.. went back to dhs with vaneh this morning.. thanks girl for accompanying me.. if not i will really be alone.. hahaz.. yar.. went back at 8am to see them paixi for xiaopin bisai which will be on the 23rd of april.. in less than a month's time.. was quite glad to see them arranging paixi times to rehearse themselves.. and that they were kaishenging when we reached..

think their attitude really improved.. at least much better than when yh yc gh n i went back for the first time.. after which yinghong justin and i decided to talk to them.. not scolding them.. but more or less talking more sense into them.. improve their attitude towards this whole xiaopin bisai.. that's why i was quite impressed by their attitude today.. happy.. hahaz.. hope they can continue with it.. working hard to rehearse.. to cooperate with fan and fellow actors.. it can be really boring and tiring at times.. but one more month of intensive pailian to go le.. all of you can make it.. i am sure.. or rather we are sure.. hahaz.. provided you all put in your best efforts.. :D

anyway.. went out with L4-1 today after that.. hahaz.. minus one because chingli couldn't come out because of her broken arm and the rain.. oh well.. have to wait till our next 'gathering' then.. hahaz.. but actually no need since our schools are just a road away..by the way.. kangtings and i just went to eat our lunch.. as usual.. we starting to talk and talk and eat.. hahaz.. then after which we went suntec walk walk then went to nydc to sit down to eat and talk again.. hahaz.. one may wonder why we just have so many things to talk about.. me don't know either.. just when one of us starts on something.. the conversation will just go on and on.. except for a few moments when we stoned.. hahaz.. wonder why i began to stone more after going jc.. alot of people also..

think it's those small little things that make us treasure of friendship.. hahaz.. meeting only about four to five times in a year yet we still have so many things to talk about.. may our frienship continue and bloom more beautifully.. hahaz.. think especially during this period of time that friendship is exceptionally precious.. huangcheng.. posting results.. the changes in the people in 05s66.. haiz.. oh well.. all not within our control..

though we.. as in huangcheng people.. didn't spend alot of time socialising with our classmates.. fellow 05s66ians.. but is the feeling that we know each other is there that makes it wonderful.. the invisible support is present for each other and the yi qi that we all have.. calling and msging those people who ponned to come back for lessons and helping each other cover up.. is through this kind of things that friendships are built.. strongly.. we don't need to spend alot of time with each other yet we know that we all care.. that the 05s66 spirit.. i believe at it will continue even though there will be changes in our future class.. how we all wished that all of us can stay.. can stay as the 05s66 that we all know.. we all are familiar with.. but theres nothing much that we all can do.. but to stay in close contact with those that left.. still including them in our class outing and stuff.. i am sure that we all will be able to keep the friendships.. we can do it.. :D

throat still hasn't recover since moving in to victoria theatre.. now seem to have develop into sore throat and cough le.. oh well.. hahaz..

2005-03-23T06:40:00.000-08:00

today is an abnormal day.. the feeling is exceptionally strong this morning.. when the schools seem more empty.. missing those people whi hav been posted out.. further more.. what made the feeling worse was that the sky was overcasted.. resulted in the whole gloomy feeling..

haiz.. didn't really have proper lessons today.. think because it's still the transistion period.. then when we went back to our class bench when miss quek release us early.. we saw vann.. hahaz.. vaneh and i were really pleasantly surprised.. and happy.. then after that saw james ziyan william too..

after school.. we went to katong after eating at coro.. most of the time were spent on the bus and also the war on 'flicking ears' and 'beating of head'.. hahaz.. oh well..in the end when we finally reached the place.. only four of us were left..

the feeling was very nice.. very hard to describe it here.. something that can comfort you with each other's presence.. when we finally reached the last song.. 'zhu fu'.. vann and i cried.. i have no idea why the tears just rolled down.. think because the lyrics of the song just fit the situation and emotion that we were in then.. but yar.. at least we know that we hav each other..

and i just got to know that james can't stay.. meaning he would not be in 05s66.. won't be in hc anymore.. the hard and cold fact that the 05s66 now will really change suddenly dawned on me.. there are still a few others which are not confirmed yet.. haiz.. but all the best for everyone then..

FiRsT dAy Of ThE tErM.. fIrSt dAy WiThOuT hUaNg ChEnG kAiGoNg..

2005-03-21T07:11:00.000-08:00

okz.. as i said in the title.. first day in school of term two.. still not feeling very well but still munching away on the chocolates that junhong bought from australia and the sweet that alice brought from thailand.. hahaz.. huangcheng ended just in time for us to eat them.. oh well..

anyway.. have this very weird feeling all day today.. not PHD i am quite sure.. but yar.. just abit of trying not to think about huangcheng.. and have that i want to dao everybody mood.. hahaz.. weird.. as i said.. and i think i sort of influenced vaneh on that too.. i don't know why either.. maybe is sub-consciously that my brain is telling myself not to think about how i will miss huangcheng ba.. then on another hand i am indeed missing huangcheng.. especially the time when we were in victoria theatre.. think i have to wait for a few more days before PHD really sets in ba..

tomorrow is the day that posting results will be out.. don't know what will happen tomorrow either then.. haiz.. hope everyone will be fine..

FiRsT eNtRy..

2005-03-20T06:20:00.000-08:00

hello people.. my first entry here.. hahaz.. i must thank yenchun for helping me with this.. hahaz.. a big THANK YOU to you!!.. anyway.. hope that i will be more dilligent in updating this blog since it sure looks much better than my previous one.. yar.. and may my entries accumulate ba.. hahaz..

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